"A couple months ago, I abandoned all of my social media accounts."

Sunday, April 24, 2016

What's next?

My heart at least right now is most likely going to keep beating so might as well choose where it goes. Sometimes it's as easy as choosing what you love to do and keep doing it.
 If you can find a job that you love waking up for you've won a battle.
 If you can find a guy/girl you love you've won a battle.
 Ya I think it's a battle because it won't be accomplished by being lazy and doing nothing
It's tough sometimes to follow my heart. I can think something is right for me then the next day it completely changes. Just like love it can be hard sometimes.




Sunday, April 17, 2016

Young, Bored and Stupid

Me and my friends were bored one night so we decided to go to the closest store and buy some eggs. We went all out and bought two dozen. Keep in mind that the car we were driving in was a minivan that could barely hit 70 on a good day. We were having fun, hitting everything on the side of the road. On one road we saw some people sitting outside of their car. At this time we were driving without our lights on so they yelled at us. So we chucked an egg at their feet. They then hopped in their car and followed us getting real close to the back of the car. Then slowed down and turned around. We were  thinking ooh that was a close one.

"Boom!boom!" was the sound of the knocking on the door at my friends house, the owner of the car.
You guessed it, the cops.
I heard the conversation went like this "We got a tip that your car was seen driving with no lights on and throwing eggs at cars," said the police officer.
My friend,"Um yeah."
Police officer "Who was with you?"
My friend, "I don't want to tell you."

"Boom!Boom!"Me and my friend look at each other with our mouths open wide as the Atlantic because we knew who it is.
"Should I run out the back door," I ask my friend.
"They are just going to come to your house next," he says.
After coming to the realization that he's right. We both walked up to the door. The cop then told us she knows it was us who egged those cars and that we are going to go on a ride to clean it up.
We then cleaned up a couple of cars. Before we got out to clean up the first car the police officer called for backup which me and my friend thought was pretty funny. My parents were really mad and I got grounded and then whole thing was over...

I moved to a new house a month later and I'm sitting in Sunday school.The teacher is talking about how his car got egged in class. I'm pretty sure he knew it was me but I didn't have the courage to speak up.

I haven't thrown an egg since.

I'm not who I once was.


Sunday, April 10, 2016

It's Steven

I grew up in California until the end of 8th grade when we moved out to Arizona for a year which was way too hot and then moved to Utah.
I like to travel and get outdoors as much as I can. J.P. Walker was my pen name because he does exactly that. He's a professional snowboarder who gets paid to travel around the country!
 I am going to North Carolina to sell pest control over the summer. I've never been to North Carolina and I hate bugs so I guess that explains the type of person I am.


I am weird.



Sunday, March 27, 2016

Sometimes you are born into a loss

She was just a girl born into a broken home. Her dad snorted oxycontin off the table. Just like her he too hated his life. He hated waking up because the only time he wasn't thinking of his past was when he was asleep. The only time he didn't have any regrets was that 8 hours he was asleep. The only happiness he found was in that little white pill. It didn't talk back to him, it didn't mock him, but then again it didn't do anything good for him. That little white pill is the reason he doesn't walk his dog, go to the grocery store, or care. He didn't just envy death, he waited for it and so did she.

Sunday, March 20, 2016

We Make Fear

Fear is like holding a pack of smokes. You shouldn't be scared of them. The only time they become dangerous is when you smoke them. You just know there potential, you know what could happen.
But that shouldn't matter because I could be killed by a bear right now. We could also be hit by that big earthquake we are supposed to have.
But that's not very likely...

Most of my fears I am always thinking about the worst case scenario. I'm never scared of one spider or one snake. I'm scared of a ginormous group of snakes or spiders crawling on me.

There would be no fear with no imagination because reality isn't that scary, the unknown is.

Sunday, March 13, 2016

Imperfectly Perfect


 Could you imagine waking up to go to work and seeing a robot doing your job? 

NBC news came out with some statistics that said there will be 1.2 million robots working worldwide  and that was back in 2013! They said that comes out to be 1 robot to every 5,000 people. Some jobs as drivers, pharmacists or maids like the picture above have been replaced by robots.
I had no clue there was even that many robots, that's kinda scary!

But they can never truly replace us.
There is nothing more unique than us as humans.
We have developed a way of communicating.
We have put men on the moon.
We have made these robots.
We get to feel and make decisions on our own...
And if we screw up who cares it's part of life.
We aren't robots and that's the best part!





Sunday, March 6, 2016

dIfFiReNt


-To the people who think outside of the box. Who defy the normal way to do work or life and do it their way.

I feel society looks at different in a bad way but being different is really what makes you stand out and find yourself.

So be different because that is the real you.